Because of GOD's Providence

 

Because of God's Providence

(A Journey of Faith, Healing, and Gratitude)

The Beginning of Writing

Today, after a video call with Pastor Chris Santie MSC in Manado and receiving a blessing, I felt a strong urge to write this autobiography. This is an expression of gratitude for my miraculous recovery from Covid-19 in Yokohama thanks to the help of the Lord Jesus .

1. Childhood & Refuge (1949 – 1953)

• 1949: Born in Lahat, South Sumatra.

• 1950: Evacuated to Palembang due to the uncertain situation in Lahat (a transitional period after the Dutch left, before the Indonesian government was formed). Many kidnappings occurred.

• Memories: Grandpa (my mother's father), a Bukit Asam coal miner who helped build the Tanjung Enim railway, cleaned his pistol in front of the house while we were terrified inside. Grandpa decided to take us to Palembang to seek refuge.

• 1951: Sea voyage to Jakarta as a refugee with her mother who was pregnant with her 5th child, nauseous and had headaches.

• Memories of Nearly Being Thrown Away: While on the ship, I was constantly fussing and crying because of the numerous boils on my head and the shaking of the waves. My frantic mother almost threw me overboard, but luckily , my nanny hugged me tightly and pleaded, "Don't, young lady... don't..."

• 1951 – 1953: Arrived in Jakarta and lived in the Kayoa (Roxy) area with Emak, Engkong, and Mama's younger siblings.

2. Life in Grogol New Town (1953 – 1975)

• 1953 – 1975: Moved and grew up in the newly opened residential area, namely Kota Baru Grogol (named after the Grogol Mental Hospital).

• The Scene at That Time: The sky across the Grogol River was still filled with thousands of bats and sparrows. The Trisakti area was still a cemetery at the time. The Grogol Reservoir was planted with tilapia, where we would fish once or twice a year and swim.

3. Family, Education & Medical Career Journey (1968 – 1991)

• 1968 – 1973: Medical Education (FKUI).

• 1974 – 1980: Psychiatric Specialist Education.

• 1975: Married after a 6 year waiting period.

• Childbirth (Assisted by Dr. Eddy Katimansah):

• 1976: First child born healthy. (In 1987, he had his first petit mal seizure; in 2005 he was seizure-free; and since 2015 he has been able to work part-time.)

• 1978: 2nd child born.

• 1981: 3rd child born.

• 1980: Study/assignment trip to India for 10 weeks (4 weeks in Chandigarh, 2 weeks in New Delhi, 4 weeks in Bangalore).

• 1983 – 1988: Assigned as a psychiatrist to Manado. (Returned to Jakarta in 1988).

• 1986: Had the opportunity to study opiate addiction in Chiang Mai and Bangkok, Thailand.

• 1989 – 1991: Studied child psychiatry at FKUI.

4. New Chapter in Vancouver & Life's Trials (1998 – 2013)

• June 1998: Evacuated to Vancouver, Canada. Stayed temporarily at Cik Giok Tin's house and started life from scratch.

• August 1998: Helped by Fr. Edwin Budiman to live at Guardian Angel Parish, Vancouver.

• July 2000: Moved to the Boundary area.

• 2009: A house in Boundary caught fire. Thankfully, everyone survived and the furnace did n't explode.

• November 2012 – May 2013: Farida was ill with lymphoma and experienced a miraculous healing after attending a retreat in February 2013 in Hamilton, Seattle, WA.

5. Miracle of Covid-19 Healing (2020)

• January – February 2020: Took a cruise on the Diamond Princess cruise ship .

• March 2020: Contracted COVID-19 and spent 24 days in Yokohama Hospital (including 6 days on a ventilator). By God's grace, he recovered and returned to Ottawa on March 8, 2020.

All GOD have

 Surviving Hell on the Diamond Princess Cruise Ship - Part 1 and 2

Safe from Hell, Diamond Princess-1

Safe from Hell, Diamond Princess-2

Thank you Dr. E. Nugroho, who has made these two videos.

All GOD have

I have been lifted from the valley of death by the mighty hand of God.

My wife Farida and I, along with 4 Canadian friends, took the Diamond Princess cruise: January 20 to February 4, 2020. However, on February 4 in Yokohama, we could not leave, because we had to be quarantined. On February 7, 2020, I started to get sick. It started with a runny nose, then a dry cough, loss of appetite, vomiting, constant desire to sleep, headaches and fever. Until the fever reached 39.5 Celsius, finally I was treated at Saiseikai Yokohamashi Tobu Hospital: February 11 to March 6, with a diagnosis: ARDS, Covid-19 pneumonia. 

February 12, breathing became increasingly difficult, and the medical team recommended that I be put on a ventilator. I refused, because I remembered my father who after being put on a ventilator, could not speak until he died. I realized the time was near, asked for confession, and the sacrament of the Eucharist and the sick. Fortunately, Dodi knew Father Antonius Firmansyah SJ who happened to be on duty in Tokyo. I was given the Sacrament of forgiveness of sins and Blessings over the telephone, because the priest could not enter the hospital.

"Now there have been many advances in medicine. Just follow the doctor's opinion...", urged the children and wife. Finally, on Feb. 13, I agreed, and on Feb. 14, the ventilator was installed. In the ventilator, I felt like I was in a very hot room. At the tip of the foot you can see a bright red and yellow flame. I'm afraid of death. I call the LORD Jesus.

“Jesus come, Jesus come.” I screamed even though no sound actually came out.

"Come Jesus, let me hold Your robe, then I will be healed."

"Where is YOUR promise, Where? Where? "

"YOU said, ask, knock, and you will receive."

" Where is your promise?"

"But I don't want to be taken home, I still want to see my grandchildren grow up." Then there was bargaining with the angel of GOD.

Then my life history was rewinded. All my ugliness and sins were shown. Negligent, stingy, arrogant. Suddenly I heard a voice,

“All of this is mine!”

I cried, deeply regretful and repentant.

“Jesus, heal me…”

I asked over and over again, crying. Then I don’t remember anything. I faintly heard Dr. Kawai’s voice. It turned out that on February 20th, the ventilator was removed, and I was moved to the regular ICU. “I want all the tubes removed, is that okay?” I couldn’t say anything because my body was so weak. What if this assistive device was removed? From the window, Farida was seen nodding her head: “I agree, just follow the doctor’s orders.”

I nodded, and all the tubes were removed, including the IV line for administering medication and taking blood samples.

Since then, I've been steadily improving. I've practiced sitting, walking with some support, and then walking on my own with an IV pole. Dr. Nakajima gave me a plan for my discharge:

"If your condition improves, you will be moved to a regular room. Then, if everything is fine and you test negative twice for Covid-19, you can leave the hospital."

I asked, "When can I leave the ICU?" The doctor didn't answer and then left.

The nurse only replied, "When everything improves." This means there's no definite time.

I didn't want to die, and I didn't want to be disabled. I immediately, as best I could, continued exercising with enthusiasm. If I wasn't sleepy, I'd walk, trying to do it for just 10 minutes, and eventually, three times a day for 30 minutes. I felt hopeless and useless. Luckily, the nurse was very kind, even asking what my hobby was. "Singing." Then Nurse Izume invited me to sing along: "I'll just call to say I love you." (Stevie Wonder)

In the regular ICU, February 20-26, in a regular room from February 26 to March 6. On March 6, I was discharged from the hospital and returned to the hotel to meet Farida again. I was immediately able to practice walking in the shops around the hotel. Thankfully, we got our plane tickets very quickly. In two days, on March 8, 2020, we flew back to Ottawa.

From my wife's notes, it turns out I actually died on February 17th.

February 15th: Petrus was in bad condition. Said Dr. Toyoda who took Farida to see me.

February 16th P was worse.

February 17th P had no hope..

February 18th... miraculously.. P's condition improved, there was eye movement.

February 19th his general condition got better. Labs improved, and extubation was planned for February 20th, if everything continued to improve.

February 20th the intubation was removed. Praise God!

Luckily, Farida didn't have COVID-19, so she was able to help me when I was sick. To be close, Farida was able to stay at the hospital. Previously, hospitals were only for sick people. Farida stayed there from February 14 to March 1. Then, on March 1, she moved to a hotel.

I am deeply grateful for the medical assistance provided by the team of doctors and nurses at the hospital, and for the prayers of all my friends and relatives, the monks and nuns, especially my wife and children, who have tried to knock on the door of God's mercy. I have received prayers, fasting, and the Holy Mass. My friends, Christians, Muslims, and non-believers, have also prayed for me.

Arrived in Ottawa at 1 am, early morning on March 9, 2020.

In Ottawa, I continued to practice breathing, and read the Bible + pray the rosary + pray Jesus meditation for one hour every day. Please continue to have God's grace, post-Covid is still dangerous for health. Grateful, praise the LORD, I can meet and play with my grandchildren. Only my throat is quickly dry, and I still get tired quickly.

All of this happened because of the blessing and help of Almighty God. Who pulled me from the valley of death. The LORD gave me the opportunity to live again, so that I can invite others to come and enjoy the same blessings as I experienced. Amen.

Petrus Tjahjadi

2024 Activities

January 2024: to Vancouver
February 2024: Cruise SFO - San-Diego 5 days
cruise SFO - West Mexico: 10 days
meet Dodi-Lia, Thea Kyra

March 2024

April 2024


May 2024

June 2024:
Renewal KTM
to Austin: buy a diuplex for Dodi - Lia

July 2024:
Family camping in Dominus Vobiscum, QC

August 2024:
to Austin drive


September 2024:


October 2024

November 2024 


Retreat in St Ignatius Retreat Centre, Deemerton, Ontario 29 Nov-01 Dec, 
post retreat:
- Monday, 02 Dec
- Tuesday, 03 Dec:Praise and Worship Workshop
- Wednesday: Going to Toronto Downtown: St Michael Cathedral, 
- Thursday, 05 Dec: Charismatic in St Thomas More Church : Imelda - Joel
- Friday, 06 Dec :Charismatic Prayer meeting at St Gabriel, Toronto
- Saturday, 07 Dec morning :Workshop: Holy Spirit Gifts: Prophecy - Knowledge
  in the wevening: Adoration at St Thomas More Church
- Sunday, 08 Dec: Evalution meeting, and closing Dinner

Pastor Hans Kwakman, Tilburg, August 2025

Today 17 August 2025, Shirley and I have an opportunity to meet Romo Hans Kwakman MSC, in his retired house Tilburg, Netherlands.

Pastor Wens Mongdong PR introduced me to Pastor Hans Kwakman, in 1985.
He was a Deacon in Seminary Pineleng Manado, when I was working in Manado Mental Hospital; 1983-1988.
I felt blessed to become a guest teacher of Introductory Psychiatry for the 4th-5th year Fraters in Pineleng Seminary: 1985-1988

I met Pastor Hans Kwakman before today, at the Kwakman family home in Haarlem in 1988, and at Schipol in 2007.

Here are our photos together:

With Father Hans Kwakman MSC, Tilburg

From Tokyo to Nagasaki, Jan-Feb 2026

 Tue, 20 Jan 2026: From 4250 Fraser St Vancouver go with bus-25, Skytrain Canada Line to YVR.
 With JL17: Vancouver 13:00 to Tokyo, arrive at Narita Terminal-2, 21 Jan at 15:35
    Send parcel to Reiko at Post Office on 3rd fl. Walked to outside to Bus-stop no.31 B: Toyoko-Inn Shuttle bus at 17:05 (precise time as schedule). More people go to Shinkan. In 20 minutes.
Checked-in, to Lawson for dinner Yen 1933

Thursday, 22 Jan 2026 Buffet breakfast at the Toyoko-Inn Honkan hotel. (:45 Shuttle bus to Narita Terminal-2, then walking to Terminal-3 follow the direction: go out, go upand down, walk for 15 minutes.Check-in at Jetstar. Our bags should less < 30 Kg, weighed <16 Kg. Boarding pass on the HP without printed. Walked to gate 161. Carry-on backpack should < 7 Kg, get a carry-on tag.
11:40 GK213 boarding -- outside -- ladder to plane
12:05 taking off, got snack + drink paid Y500/persons
13:30 landed to Kansai Int'l Airport (KIX). Bought Osaka pass Y 1700 for Metro and Subway in Osaka. Filled Suica @ Y 10,000. Walked outside to JR platform 3. JR Blue linefrom KIX to Osaka Umeda Sation.walked ousite Midosuji South, at plat form no.10 take Bus no.42 Osaka Ekimae around 10 ' walked 2' to hotel. 17:00 T-Inn Osaka Hankyu Juso-eki Nishi-guchi No.2, Rm 1109, Dinner at Yoshinaya pay w Suica

Fri, 23 Jan ke Parco Shinsaibashi mencari Hibiki Whiskey. Makan Tokoyaki Octopus

Sat, 24 Jan: Walking together to Osaka Umeda Station. hankyhu Line
to Costco Amasaki

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Wed, 18 Feb

Thur, 19 Feb : Daily TV Mass, breakfast, at 10:00 check out. Waited at the lobby, arranging photos, WA, Lunch at hotel dining room. 15:55 took shuttle bus to Narita terminal 2, buy Tokyo-banana, Whiskey,. Arrive at YVR at 10:55, With Uber to 4250 Fraser St

26 Martyrs in Nagasaki

This photo was taken at the **Monument to the 26 Martyrs of Japan**, located on Nishizaka Hill in Nagasaki, Japan, on Sunday 01 February 2026

The large bronze frieze you see depicts the 26 saints—6 European Franciscan missionaries and 20 Japanese lay Catholics (including three young boys)—who were crucified on this very hill in 1597 under the orders of Toyotomi Hideyoshi. This event marked the beginning of a long and brutal persecution of Christians in Japan.

The location is now a national sanctuary. The building behind the monument is the 26 Martyrs Museum, which details the history of Christianity in the region. The event in your photo appears to be an outdoor Catholic Mass or a special commemorative service honoring these martyrs. The red vestments worn by the priests are liturgically significant, symbolizing the blood shed by martyrs for their faith.

Translation of the Japanese Banner announces the theme and organizers of the event.

*   Japanese: 信仰の強さ示した殉教者

*   Romaji: Shinkō no tsuyosa shimeshita junkyōsha

*   English Translation: "The Martyrs Who Showed the Strength of Faith"

Small Text (below):

*   Japanese: 主催／カトリック長崎大司教区 運営／長崎南地区評議会

*   Romaji: Shusai / Katorikku Nagasaki Daishikyōku Unei / Nagasaki Minami Chiku Hyōgikai

*   English Translation:

Sponsor: Catholic Archdiocese of Nagasaki. Management: Nagasaki South District Council.

photos:   Nagasaki

Eduardus Ek Kim, Hardenberg Netherlands, 2022

photos:

Ek Kim & Santi, 2022

Reunion after more than 50 years at the church in Amersfoort, Netherlands.


Thank you Ek Kim & Santi for hosting us and driving us to Germany.

Tjien Ping & Shirley

Henky Joe, Zurich 11-13 October 2025

photos:
Friendship more 50 years

Friendships of over 50 years are built on trust, loyalty, long-term emotional support, and a depth of shared experiences.

These relationships often involve relationships, honesty, and shared memories across various life stages.
Such friendships are precious and rare.

Thank you, Henky and Irma
for hosting us with Sulina and Diana at your home and taking us
on a trip to Lake Zurich and your university.

Shirley n Petrus,